| De : Eavan Fitzpatrick– A : Cian atwood – need to ask something |
| |  (#)Ven 9 Aoû 2019 - 17:12 | |
|  | need to ask something  | Eavan Fitzpatrick < ea.fitz@gmail.com >
A : Cían Atwood |
Aout 2019 22:00 Hey.
I know the last time, it was, confusing, and, strange ? My question is even more but, please, answer, i need to know.
John says you send him to the hospital, is that right ? I didn't know you were not in good terms. He screwed up with charlie, he said, not my business, but,is he lying ? You beat him ? Did he hurt you ?
I don't don't defend him, i'm not on any sides. just wanna know. If you don't want ton i'll understand.
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Dernière édition par Eavan Fitzpatrick le Ven 9 Aoû 2019 - 21:12, édité 1 fois |
|  | |   ÂGE : quarante an, né un soir d'halloween quatre-vingt trois. SURNOM : Siede pour la plupart des gens, Capitaine pour ses frères d'armes. STATUT : sa vie sentimentale n'est qu'une série d'opportunités manquées (par sa faute, parfois) MÉTIER : pilote de l'aéronautique navale, capitaine du squadron 816. en arrêt prolongé suite à son accident. LOGEMENT : il a accepter de partager son canapé de la déprime avec Ginny au #21 hardgrave road, west end.  POSTS : 8436 POINTS : 1970 TW IN RP : crise de panique/angoisse, excès de colère, accident, douleur physique. GENRE : Je suis un homme ORIENTATION : J'aime les jolies filles. PETIT PLUS : anglais par son père › second né de la fratrie Siede › s'est engagé dans l'armée après le Lycée, il a n'a fait que grimper les échelons pour arriver au grade de capitaine › a eu un accident de vol fin novembre 2022 › il a perdu quatre ans de souvenirs (période 2018 à 2022) › a 40 ans, il collectionne les regrets sur son parcours personnel › la femme de sa vie en a épouser un autre › les répercussions de son accident se font de plus en plus imposants au quotidien
CODE COULEUR : seagreen RPs EN COURS : (09) ginny #1 (fb) › sergio › yasmin #1 › alma #2 › lewis #3
alma #2 › i bet we already knew our names before we met each other. i bet we've sailed the milky way, walked on the sun together. how could i forget those emerald eyes? they took me by surprise, but suddenly, i missed your face, i knew that smile from miles away. i knew that i have loved you forever and a day
lewis #3 › if i was dying on my knees, you would be the one to rescue me and if you were drowned at sea i'd give you my lungs so you could breathe. i've got you brother
ginny #1 › we are the kings and the queens. you traded your baseball cap for a crown. when they gave us our trophies, and we held them up for our town, and the cynics were outraged screaming, "this is absurd".
gayle #1 › you gotta find your people, the ones that get the joke. who understand what you're saying before a word is spoke. you gotta find your people, that put the needle in the groove. when you're together, you got nothing to prove
RPs TERMINÉS : (2024) › lewis #1 › ginny #2 › raelyn › alma #1 › gayle #1 › lewis #2
(2023) matilda #2 › channing › hayden › autumn #3 › amos #6 › lucy #1 › matilda #4 › matilda #5 (fb) › matilda #6 › evelyn › matilda #7 › ava #2
(2022) matilda #1
(flashbacks) matilda #3 (2001) › matilda #5 (2002) › ava #1 (2011)
AVATAR : sebastian stan CRÉDITS : medusa-rpg (avatar), beyondthefold (gif profil & signa), crackshipandcrap (crackship siarton), rainbowkarolina (gif ginny), putalittleloveonme (gif lewis) DC : shiloh atkins (ft. haley lu richardson) › arthur coventry (ft. françois civil) › nina sterling (ft. suki waterhouse) › ollie gallagher (ft. paul mescal) PSEUDO : paindep. INSCRIT LE : 26/12/2017   | | (#)Ven 9 Aoû 2019 - 20:58 | |
| | Re: need to ask something  | Cian Atwood < cian.atwd@gmail.com >
A : Eavan |
04 Aout 2019 22:57 This little piece of shit cheated on Charlie with like 4 different women and he fucking HIT her on the face ! So yeah I beat him up when I saw him in a bar a few weeks ago. He deserved it.
Btw, he sent me to the hospital too. Two broken fingers and two weeks without work. So he can talk all he wants but he deserved it and he better not come close to Charlie or me ever again. You should stop seeing him too, he fucking slapped a woman!!
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| | | | | | (#)Ven 9 Aoû 2019 - 21:12 | |
| | need to ask something | Eavan Fitzpatrick < ea.fitz@gmail.com >
A : Cían Atwood |
Aout 2019 22:00 Hey.
Ok. Yes, he said that. Almost. But he was too busy after to clean up my mess. I kind of threw up after he explained all of this. I was upset, so level of stress kind of was through the roof.
He broke your hand ? You're ok now ? I didn't see that last time.
I hate that you're gonna through things and i'm not there.
You can tell me, if you want, i listen, if you need.. Just listen, or read, if you'd rather exchange emails.
I know it was my fault and i screwed up, but, i care, can't help it. Can just, shut it off like that.
I'm upset with him, i don't know what i'm gonna do. I don't have many friends, and i'm gonna need them for what's coming. He was ashamed of it, not proud.
You could have been worse...
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| | | | ÂGE : quarante an, né un soir d'halloween quatre-vingt trois. SURNOM : Siede pour la plupart des gens, Capitaine pour ses frères d'armes. STATUT : sa vie sentimentale n'est qu'une série d'opportunités manquées (par sa faute, parfois) MÉTIER : pilote de l'aéronautique navale, capitaine du squadron 816. en arrêt prolongé suite à son accident. LOGEMENT : il a accepter de partager son canapé de la déprime avec Ginny au #21 hardgrave road, west end. POSTS : 8436 POINTS : 1970 TW IN RP : crise de panique/angoisse, excès de colère, accident, douleur physique. GENRE : Je suis un homme ORIENTATION : J'aime les jolies filles. PETIT PLUS : anglais par son père › second né de la fratrie Siede › s'est engagé dans l'armée après le Lycée, il a n'a fait que grimper les échelons pour arriver au grade de capitaine › a eu un accident de vol fin novembre 2022 › il a perdu quatre ans de souvenirs (période 2018 à 2022) › a 40 ans, il collectionne les regrets sur son parcours personnel › la femme de sa vie en a épouser un autre › les répercussions de son accident se font de plus en plus imposants au quotidien
CODE COULEUR : seagreen RPs EN COURS : (09) ginny #1 (fb) › sergio › yasmin #1 › alma #2 › lewis #3
alma #2 › i bet we already knew our names before we met each other. i bet we've sailed the milky way, walked on the sun together. how could i forget those emerald eyes? they took me by surprise, but suddenly, i missed your face, i knew that smile from miles away. i knew that i have loved you forever and a day
lewis #3 › if i was dying on my knees, you would be the one to rescue me and if you were drowned at sea i'd give you my lungs so you could breathe. i've got you brother
ginny #1 › we are the kings and the queens. you traded your baseball cap for a crown. when they gave us our trophies, and we held them up for our town, and the cynics were outraged screaming, "this is absurd".
gayle #1 › you gotta find your people, the ones that get the joke. who understand what you're saying before a word is spoke. you gotta find your people, that put the needle in the groove. when you're together, you got nothing to prove
RPs TERMINÉS : (2024) › lewis #1 › ginny #2 › raelyn › alma #1 › gayle #1 › lewis #2
(2023) matilda #2 › channing › hayden › autumn #3 › amos #6 › lucy #1 › matilda #4 › matilda #5 (fb) › matilda #6 › evelyn › matilda #7 › ava #2
(2022) matilda #1
(flashbacks) matilda #3 (2001) › matilda #5 (2002) › ava #1 (2011)
AVATAR : sebastian stan CRÉDITS : medusa-rpg (avatar), beyondthefold (gif profil & signa), crackshipandcrap (crackship siarton), rainbowkarolina (gif ginny), putalittleloveonme (gif lewis) DC : shiloh atkins (ft. haley lu richardson) › arthur coventry (ft. françois civil) › nina sterling (ft. suki waterhouse) › ollie gallagher (ft. paul mescal) PSEUDO : paindep. INSCRIT LE : 26/12/2017 | | (#)Ven 9 Aoû 2019 - 21:30 | |
| | Re: need to ask something | Cian Atwood < cian.atwd@gmail.com >
A : Eavan |
04 Aout 2019 22:57 I'm not even sorry for him, even glad you threw up on him  Hope you're okay tho... I'm not gonna go and talk about all the little things in my life with you Eavan. You loste this privileged when you cheated too... You know how much Charlie means to me, I will not let anyone hurt her ever, that's it. Do whatever you want Ea, you're a big girl, but if I ever hear about him being mean or violent with you, this time I'll fucking kill him without blinking! |
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| | | | | | (#)Ven 9 Aoû 2019 - 21:44 | |
| | need to ask something | Eavan Fitzpatrick < ea.fitz@gmail.com >
A : Cían Atwood |
Aout 2019 22:00 Hey.
I'm sure that's not little, but ok. I won't ask anymore.
It's the same for you.
You can't protect me if you're not in my life. Or choose how i'm gonna react with my friends. Or wich one i can see or not see.
Like i said, you can ask about her, but if you're not at least my friend, the rest is off limits.
You have every rights to be upset, to hate me, or not willing to share, but you can't ask me to loop you in if you don't want me in yours.
It's ok to say no. To stop. Right here, right now. I won't be happy about it but i understand why.
If he touches me, and i'm pretty sure he never will, i call the police, not you. Because this time, he could hurt you way more and i won't be a part in that. But he won't hurt me.
I shouldn't ask any of this. I'm sorry. If you need me out, say it. And you never will hear anything from me.
I love you, but clearly, you're still hurting and i don't want that.
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| | | | ÂGE : quarante an, né un soir d'halloween quatre-vingt trois. SURNOM : Siede pour la plupart des gens, Capitaine pour ses frères d'armes. STATUT : sa vie sentimentale n'est qu'une série d'opportunités manquées (par sa faute, parfois) MÉTIER : pilote de l'aéronautique navale, capitaine du squadron 816. en arrêt prolongé suite à son accident. LOGEMENT : il a accepter de partager son canapé de la déprime avec Ginny au #21 hardgrave road, west end. POSTS : 8436 POINTS : 1970 TW IN RP : crise de panique/angoisse, excès de colère, accident, douleur physique. GENRE : Je suis un homme ORIENTATION : J'aime les jolies filles. PETIT PLUS : anglais par son père › second né de la fratrie Siede › s'est engagé dans l'armée après le Lycée, il a n'a fait que grimper les échelons pour arriver au grade de capitaine › a eu un accident de vol fin novembre 2022 › il a perdu quatre ans de souvenirs (période 2018 à 2022) › a 40 ans, il collectionne les regrets sur son parcours personnel › la femme de sa vie en a épouser un autre › les répercussions de son accident se font de plus en plus imposants au quotidien
CODE COULEUR : seagreen RPs EN COURS : (09) ginny #1 (fb) › sergio › yasmin #1 › alma #2 › lewis #3
alma #2 › i bet we already knew our names before we met each other. i bet we've sailed the milky way, walked on the sun together. how could i forget those emerald eyes? they took me by surprise, but suddenly, i missed your face, i knew that smile from miles away. i knew that i have loved you forever and a day
lewis #3 › if i was dying on my knees, you would be the one to rescue me and if you were drowned at sea i'd give you my lungs so you could breathe. i've got you brother
ginny #1 › we are the kings and the queens. you traded your baseball cap for a crown. when they gave us our trophies, and we held them up for our town, and the cynics were outraged screaming, "this is absurd".
gayle #1 › you gotta find your people, the ones that get the joke. who understand what you're saying before a word is spoke. you gotta find your people, that put the needle in the groove. when you're together, you got nothing to prove
RPs TERMINÉS : (2024) › lewis #1 › ginny #2 › raelyn › alma #1 › gayle #1 › lewis #2
(2023) matilda #2 › channing › hayden › autumn #3 › amos #6 › lucy #1 › matilda #4 › matilda #5 (fb) › matilda #6 › evelyn › matilda #7 › ava #2
(2022) matilda #1
(flashbacks) matilda #3 (2001) › matilda #5 (2002) › ava #1 (2011)
AVATAR : sebastian stan CRÉDITS : medusa-rpg (avatar), beyondthefold (gif profil & signa), crackshipandcrap (crackship siarton), rainbowkarolina (gif ginny), putalittleloveonme (gif lewis) DC : shiloh atkins (ft. haley lu richardson) › arthur coventry (ft. françois civil) › nina sterling (ft. suki waterhouse) › ollie gallagher (ft. paul mescal) PSEUDO : paindep. INSCRIT LE : 26/12/2017 | | (#)Sam 10 Aoû 2019 - 10:17 | |
| | Re: need to ask something | Cian Atwood < cian.atwd@gmail.com >
A : Eavan |
04 Aout 2019 22:57 Of course I'm still hurting Ea... You cheated on me...
You made me believe I will became a dad and then took that away from me. How do you want me to react ? I want to know her but at the same time I don't want to be the cool uncle in her life. She has a dad and you made it clear it wasn't me. I can't just stay back and watch you have this life with him. It hurts way too much right now...
Do not ask me to choose so quickly. I'm so lost you have no idea... All I can think of is that I will never be her dad...
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| | | | | | (#)Sam 10 Aoû 2019 - 12:41 | |
| | need to ask something | Eavan Fitzpatrick < ea.fitz@gmail.com >
A : Cían Atwood |
Aout 2019 22:00
Life with who Cian ? I live with him but that's it.
You want the truth ? He doesn't touch me. Ever. We stopped any contact 4 months ago. I could'nt touch him anymore. Or be touched.
I'm living with him cuz i don't know where to go. He's here for her, not for me. I tried to fake it, to convince myself, but you really think i could stay with a guy i don't love ?
I was lost, i was pregnant, i didn't know where to go or what to do. He knows. The room is an excuse. We don't see things the same way. I don't plan to be with him, but i need an appartement for that. For her.
I dont want you to be just an oncle, it's gross, i slept with you, i'm not related to you. I say godfather. What can i say ? Go back with me and you'll be her stepfather ? I know you don't want me anymore, but stop saying you'd be nothing for her. Blood is not everything. And i want you in her life.
You don't need to say anything, she not here yet, and i got it, you 're lost.
What do you want i tell you ? It's gonna be okay ? I love you ? Something else ? Cuz I do and you know it, even if i screwed everything. I don't know if i can do anything to ease the situation, i try, but i'm as lost as you.
I need to go, i'm going somewhere, with a friend, freya, a good friend. Fresh air, i need it.
And when she's here, i'm going to ireland. I'm going to show her to my parents, i miss them. I don't know how long.
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